I cant believe he has passed on but ibeen jammin to his hit all day and nite P.Y.T., Remember the Time, & Rock With You Being my favorites and of course Thriller! but MJ u will be missed thank u for makin that good real music
My Army training is coming along and each day im so much the happier until 110409 gets here
but ibeen listenin to music all nite especially that Curren$y LP that Dre got me hooked on...and icant wait for Maxwell LP to drop its gonna be somethin serious ialready know iexpect none the less
but iThink icant sleep because...igot too much on my mind mainly my army stuff it isnt stressful but that whole thought of gettin deployed ....(if iDo) it depends ijust pray god stay on my side at all times
So the constant bull is gettin old so im just like whatever at this point...icant no longer feel like arguing back with those who try to point out my flaws u have no life whatsoever if ur point out my flaws God aint make us to be perfect "but he wonders y iwont talk to him or tell him anything"
iDidnt get to take my asvab today...igot left because of the dumbass driver
so IM DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELL YEAH!
best feeling of life at the moment and it gets even better when I walk that stage next friday at 5pm promptly lol
iBeen stayin on the grind alot lately trying to find a new job, Ive applied to KD, Gamestop, walmart everywhere
iCannot wait to ship out for bootcamp! cuz iCant take it anymore...the constant pain stress and not having nothing to do is lame as hell iwanna travel and see the world
but anyway to more positive notes....this must be Sexy Video Vixen Month LOL Because Beyonce and her "Ego Video" is sick and Rihanna in the New Kanye West "Paranoid" and Rich Harrison's (Amerie, Beyonce) new girl group "Richgirl" is hottttttttt and then there is The Dream's New Girl Group Electrik Red but Lady GaGa is that It Girl...Ilove her videos and CD its hot mannn
Indeed u were "Created" Bey lol
and Rihanna im glad u back in Public Eye imissed u sexy bajan mama lol
friday went to dinner at olive garden for my cousins 18th birthday
then went to the bowling alley wit the cuzzo JoJo for his firemens graduation
Saturday was prom, went to get my haircut in the AM and ran around all day gettin ready
Dinner at Bonefish was good but Prom was so damn live! ihad the best time of my life with my friends everyone looked great and classy it was funny tho then went to ihop afterwards and came home iwas too tired for anything else at 3am
today I didnt get out the bed until 2:30pm hahaha went to take my tux back and went to shays birthday get together ill have the video up shortly lol
tomorrow is 1st day of my last week of high school....im so happy hahaha
Mannnnnn now im near the finsih line and stubbling hard
icant sign up for the asvab until my practice test scores get better ugh!
iWent to see the army recruiter today just out of curiousity to see what the difference was between that and air force
im so glad school is almost over so ican put my focus all in this!
all these end of year projects is some bull im glad my last day is next friday!
ihave court tomorrow.....for that fender bender back in march but luckily ionly gotta go to tell my side of the story and my subpoena was only a witness subpoena im so nervous ifeel like idid something horrible
Prom is this saturday...not all that thrilled im just goin to go but ihave a lovely date so it should be better
but iDo know ican make it thru these struggles, the way isee it is that God sees potential in me so hes constantly pushing me at my limits to better myself as a human being and ithank him for that
ijust wish it could get better
23 days until graduation day!
Quote of the day: "Patience is a virute that is worth waiting because there is always something worth waiting for"
School is nearing end for us seniors and im so excited tho
but im behind in my vocational class ughhhhhhhh that is really the only class im worried about rite now
im glad ihave today off so ican get some work done and study for my asvab test ill prolly do that as soon as iwake up and situate myself
these past 2 days have been iight for the most part.....chilled wit my big bro stephen then went to see Obsessed and Beyonce' was actually believable iliked the movie it was boring at all Then yesterday went to dinner for my friends birthday and went back to her house with her friends and had alot of fun makin smores and whatnot
ihope there is a spot left for the senior trip...depending on how much imake imite go
im about to get a gym membership so ican get in shape for bootcamp so idont go lookin a damn fool outta shape nd shyt and the last 1 finishin everything
my birthday is in 7 days (sound like some Ring ish doe) lol
iwant a new job....iguess ill go lookin somewhere t0morrow
isat here today reflecting today on my senior year since the final 9 weeks has begun for school....lets see my bestfriend who was like my brother turned his back on me and the worst part is we been friends since toddlers thats iight tho its w/e ibow down to nobody and explain myself to no1 but my parents and god next after the new yr came in, ibecame a better person and matured and scored a prom date and got my car (which inever thought iwas gonna get) and now im about to be 18 and graduate
Now that iprepare myself for life after graduation and school iplan to soar for my goals and join the airforce and make a better life for myself
Thought of the day: "Never explain urself to anyone but urself ur parents and god....bowing down only leads down a path of stupidity and oblivion so be ur own self and independent"
icant wait to get paid next week so ican get my griffeys
Making the Band is gettin hilarious too me lol
Taking the Stage is actually a good show
ijust returned to the burg today ispent the nite at Norfolk State last nite went to the beach and the movies to see "Fast & Furious" that movie was awesome tho icant believe its been 8 years since the original came out it really lived up to the hype but they ended it with yet another cliff hanger
went to the movies last nite to see the haunting in conneticut and it was something serious didnt waste my money lol
ahhhhhhh so idecided what im doin after high school everyone.....alot really are shocked by this but oh welll ifinally decided that im doing the air force..yeah isaid the air force. im doin it because im making life easier for me and my parents. idont want a butload of student loans to pay once igrad from college so yeah and icant picture myself being broke in college but if u dont like my decision oh well go suck a nut because the ones icare about support me 100 but the benefits are redic. and iget to travel as yall know igrew up in the burg so ireally havent been anywhere like that so im excited
my birthday is like 3 weeks now hahaha
ihave a date to the prom now hehehehe so excited
Grad is less than 70 days away now im so blown thats crazy to me lol
but im on my Lady GaGa ish tho her songs are just so catchy to me lol
Poker Face just wont get out of my head lol
Quote of the Day: "Never hold back on ur dreams embrace them and dont fear that u cant reach them....there is always a way"
this weekend was up and down but it resulted iight iguess
icant believe march is almost over u know what actually Scratch that ican!
April needs to get here because iturn 18 next month so ican become legal and go clubbin and not have a curfew anymore and get better jobs
today was a beautiful day outside and chilled with niecy today and took her out for a change
today irealized that iam crushin hard for this certain female she knows who she is and ilove her overall aura to me her vibe tells a story icould read for days her personality is so swaggtastic lol
I CANT WAIT TO GET PAID THIS WEEK!
icant wait for summer to arrive so ican make this cash and buy what iwant
ineed to hear back from some of these colleges because as of rite now ihavent got accepted anywhere.....that isnt good. im waiting on 3 colleges to be exact
Senioritis is killin me slowly but surely im givin in day by day some of my classes are killing me and the work is easy! ijust dont like doing it
my big bro comes home on wednesday doe! we bout to be geekin!
iwant a better job so now im just waiting to turn 18 for sure
if odu lets me in this time ill be so excited iwont know what to do but nsu is still an option but more than likely if iget into odu ill go because im gonna prove them ican do the work that some SAT doesnt represent my work ethic
icant wait for beach week!
today all icould think about is life after 6/5/09 what a blissful thought........
iwant these so baddddddd
and iwill have them lol
Quote of the Day: "What we do doesn't define who we are, but what defines us is what we do while we rise after we have fallen"
im almost broke but havent spent barely anymoney on myself
itruly cannot take this insanity any longer iswear
Town Centre WEAK!
spring break get here please....
iwant another job im not gettin any hours to get me by paycheck to paycheck
iTook SAT;s today and ihope idid well
"iwoke up today and wish istayed asleep"
cuzin ditched me at the mall pretty much
im truly beginning to think what real friends do ihave because icalled all the ppl iwanted to chill with and they didnt answer the fone
all im gonna say is WATCH ME DO ME! dont ask me for NOTHING! dont call me PERIOD
iwas suppose to chill withsome one today and didnt happen
my dad has no respect honestly ithink he feels he can talk to anyone anyway he wants...this is y he wonders y we dont get along because everyword to me is a rude demand no Hi he never talks to me but whatever.
Took this pic today thru my sunroof
Quote of the Day: "Some people u think ur kool with shouldnt be in every lane, they need to stay in their respected lane not be swerving in every single one"
iWorked at a different Food Lion today and iloved it people are so much nicer there and worry about their own damn selves
iGot home and vacuumed the car out, still need to clean the outside tho but iaint have time today
spend a couple hrs wit pops installing my CD Player! yessir and its effin kool lol
this weekend's weather was so nice now idef cant wait until my birthday
now idont wanna go back to school tomorrow...icant do this....idk whats worst school or work both are stressful and make me hate life sometimes
041409 both dates icant wait for
oh and icant forget 032509
ishould really be doing my math hw....im bout to say forget it
spring break would be lovely rite now if IWERE IN COLLEGE but no...
ineed to get my stuff sent off to NSU tomorrow hahaaha so excited to know im prolly goin somewhere in life and out da burg aint nothin here for me or anyone for that matter who wants to follow their dreams
My Head Unit
Quote of the Day: "Memories of how things used to be are bogus to me now because ino longer care enough to be bothered by it all anymore"
FINALLY finished applying for financial aid for college thank god thats outta the way doe
did some thinking today of what life will be life if iget into NSU and what it will be life leaving home to be on my own....im excited but at the same time im nervous ive never moved before so this will be an obstacle to overcome
So ihad a good outing with my bff Qadi yesterday we had some of the best convos especially the lady who was drivin in the mallparking lot with 1 hand on the wheel and a cig in the other and hit some snow turning and spun wheels LOL
crushin on some1 sucks! but iwonder does she notice yet? who knows
My cousin Niecy comes home tomorrow so excited as always...ilove it when she comes home we always have something to talk about may it be funny, serious, or just good conversation
so tomorrow iReturn back to school for a worthless, pointless, rediculous 2 day week of school as yall can see rite now ihate School because of how BORING it is...same ppl same situations everyday listening to teachers talk for an hour and a half each day ijust dont like my A Days..iwish icould fast forward to June 5th 2009 id be so much happier
iCant believe its March...my 18th birthday is almost a month away (0414) im thinking about going Clubbinnnnnnnnnnnnn hahaha Love,Furr,Hyperlink HERE I COME! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
speaking of march tomorrow officially makes its exactly 2months and some change until Graduation! time is flying KEEP FLYING ITELL U lol
iLove my school dont get me wrong ijust dislike most of the ppl in it...same lame ppl everyday they may think the same about bout me but when June 5th icould careless what these people think
iNeed to clean my car
iStill need a haircut majorly
iHave SAT's next saturday...YAY! sike....
tomorrow will be a bum day at school...
iCant wait until 032509 doe my big bro stephen comes home from basic got some catchin up to do and we def gon be chillen
iCant wait until my car is where iWant it to be
iLove my mom for buying it for me she saved the day as usual
graduation stuff comes friday dang ithink its about to hit us that the big day is comin
but KD opens next month ineed to get my season pass for sure
but im outta here for the nite kiddos
Quote of the Day: "Dont lose sight of whats important in life because life always shows signs of how successful u will be in the future"